Forbidden novel Chapter 16

Travis's POV

I didn't know when it all started.

I didn't know when my heart started beating only for her but more importantly I didn't know how much it would hurt to wake up to another morning knowing that the reason why my heart continues to beat is no longer here.

I never knew that not being able to see her hurts this much.

I never knew how much she has already invaded my heart but now... I know far too well...

The thought of her no longer here makes me feel numb. How could I have not seen it?

How could I only notice it when she was no longer here?

I let out a sigh and continue to stare at my blank ceiling only to end up picturing her beautiful face smiling at me.

Arg!

I was about to start throwing stuffs again like how I have been doing since the moment she left when my bedroom door suddenly opened only to reveal the person I can't bear to face right now.

"Travis?" I heard her say but right now I'm too guilty to face her. I mean it was my fault that took away their ticket to happiness.

They were suppossed to get married yesterday but because of my selfishness I took that away from them.

I am such a great son! Note the sarcasm.

"I know you don't really want to talk to me but there is someone on the phone who wants to talk you" she said but I don't feel like talking to anyone right now.

"Mare is a weak and fragile girl, I know for sure that she didn't leave because of you so stop beating yourself about it. I'm gonna leave the phone here on speaker so just listen, you don't have to talk if you don't want to but just listen." She said as I watch her from the corner of my eye. When she finally left the phone on my bed side table I then watch her leave my room.

After a few seconds till Mare's mom left the voice on the phone finally spoke up.

"Hey, it's um... me Ethan," a deep male voice hesitantly said. If I clearly remember he's the douche who was always with Mare.

"I don't know how to say this but I'll just say it even though Mare will probably end up hating me..." he started off, "Mare is... pregnant."

I wasn't entirely listening to him but when he mentioned about my kitten all my senses heightened.

"You're the father," he said and there was another silence when I finally registered what he has just said.

My kitten's pregnant and I'm the father?

Although I was shocked I still can't help but feel weirdly... happy?

"She wants to abort it" he said and when he suddenly mentioned about Mare wanting ro get rid of the fruit we created broke my heart and instantly I picked up the phone.

"What?!" I growled from anger but from also from pain.

"She wants to abort the baby and I don't think I can no longer stop her from making a terrible decision so as much as I hate it, I think you're the only one with the chance of stopping her from making a terrible decision that will only hurt her."

I still can't believe that she would do something so... painful like this. "I'm coming" I told him and with that he quickly told me his address. For once I got up from my bed and started packing.

(In Canada)

After what seemed like years I finally arrived in Canada in hope that I wasn't late.

I mean I didn't even bother washing, all I did was get changed and quickly made my way to the airport with dad and Mare's mom taking me there.

I let out a sigh and walked towards Ethan.

The moment we got to his apartment I must say I was completely jealous at him for having my Kitten with him.

I don’t know why but when Ethan suddenly called for Mare to come out and meet us—well more like him since I wasn’t to be here—but anyway I suddenly felt… nervous?

I can feel my heart beating rapidly than normal and for once since Mare left me I felt that same painful feeling inside my heart.

What if she doesn’t want me here?