Psycho - Headless Horsemen MC novel Chapter 55

- Harley -

I've settled myself into a nice routine here, I wake up and actually cook myself something to eat, then I go down to the gun range and shoot targets, I go to the gym but don't strain myself, the treadmill helps me relax and I do light weights, I eat lunch have a nap, help cook dinner, eat and relax in bed watching Netflix. Maree Ricci's head chef has been helping me to learn how to cook, I figured it's probably a good idea for when the baby comes.

"You're getting better Mija, you haven't set the kitchen on fire for 2 days" Ricci jokes as he walks into the kitchen, I turn around and give him a weak smile. "I'm sorry I haven't exactly been the best guest", And by that I mean I cry every hour or so and yell at everyone and attempt to stab at least 3 people a day, 5 I've been successful in doing so, some of the men say I'm scarier than I was before. "Have you made your choice yet?" He asks while tasting what I had made, "I don't know, I love him but he really fucking hurt me, I can't even think about him without wanting to kill everyone".

"I have a surprise for you," He says with a smile, he looks down at his watch and clicks his tongue, "Right on time". The sound of men running outside echos through the house like a damn stampede of elephants, "What the fuck's going on?" I ask as he places his hand on my back slowly guiding me towards the front door, "You're surprise silly" He says with happiness in his voice.

He opens the door and my heart and stomach drop, Jax is on his knees out the front surrounded by Ricci's guards, all of their guns aimed at him. I begin to shake and tremble and I can't stop the tears falling from my eyes, "I'm so fucking sorry, I love you Harley" He says between sobs, he's actually crying. Ricci walks behind him and cocks his gun at Jax's head. My heart begins to beat out my chest and all I want to do is throw up, this can't be happening, and then it changes, my blood runs cold and the tears stop falling, all I see is red. He squeezes his eye shut, "STOP" I scream, I walk down the steps and stand infront of Jax.

He opens his eyes and slowly looks up at me, "Take him to the pit" I seethe .I turn around and storm in the house going straight up the stairs and into my room, he looked like shit, his face lightly bruised, dirty as a hobo, dried blood on his skin, just looks like pure shit, good I smirk to myself. I dig through my bag and find my runners, a pair of leggings and a black singlet. I change my clothes and begin to wrap my knuckles as someone knocks on my door, "Come in" I call out, Ricci opens the door and comes in with a smirk on his face, "What?" I yell.

"Are you going to kill him?" He asks amused, "Depends if I like his answers or not" I reply as I slide my gun into the back of my waistband. He nods his head as I stand up, I tie my hair up in a high ponytail and nod, "Let's go" I say as I walk past him and out the door.

I walk into the pit, a large boxing ring in the middle of a large dark room, everything as you would expect. Dirty, bloody and bunch of full-grown men crowded around the ring waiting for the show to start. Jax is strapped down and tied to a chair in the middle of the ring, I block everything out until I'm standing infront of Jax, he looks up at me wide-eyed and tries to speak but fails due to the gag in his mouth.

I rip the tape off of his mouth and take the fabric out, "Care to say that again, I didn't catch you the first time" I say with a straight smile, "What the hell is this?' He says looking around at everything, "This is going to determine whether I kill you or not if I'm honest" His face pales when the words leave my mouth.

"We are going to have a very lovely chat and for everything, I don't like hearing or I think you're lying I'm going to punch you, so I suggest you don't fucking lie to me. But don't worry handsome I won't torture you in case you actually come out of this breathing, wouldn't want to traumatise my husband" I spit out.

I grab a chair from the corner of the ring and drag it back to sit in front of him, everyone in the room goes dead silent, "Now why don't we start this conversation, you're going to have to speak loudly so everyone can hear you" I say as I gesture my arms out to everyone in the room. "What the fuck was your problem when you came home that night?" I fold my hands over my bump and wait for his answer, he sighs and shakes his head looking down, "Wrong answer" I stand up and punch the right side of his ribs, he wheezes out in pain and groans.

I sit back down and nod my head at him, "Someone put a target on your head after we announced the pregnancy, the whole time you kept asking me to leave and I couldn't let you leave, I needed you safe" He replies, "Would it have not been fucking easier to tell me that rather than hiding it from me?" I ask. "Yes," He says hanging his head down, I stand up again and punch the left side of his ribs, "LOOK AT ME, YOU DON'T GET TO FUCKING LOOK AWAY" I scream in his face.

I sit back down and lean forward, "Do you not think I would have understood and not have fucking left, do you really fucking think I'd want to put myself or the baby in danger? Matter as fact do you just not fucking think at all?" I ask as calmly as I can. "I just didn't want to stress you out anymore, I know it's been hard for you lately and I didn't want to pile more shit on top of you, you needed to rest and relax".

"What I needed was my HUSBAND to be fucking honest with me," I say standing up, "I know, and I fucked up and im so sucking sorry" He pleas, "Oh you're not sorry, but you will be" I smirk at him before swinging to hit his eye. "Do you really think it was my fault I lost that fucking baby?" I ask bending over to meet his eye level. "No, I was angry and said the first thing that came to my mind, it's no excuse but it's the truth" I stand up and punch his right cheek, "I know that wasn't a lie because some times you're dumb as fuck, but it was a pathetic thing to do and I don't like the answer".

"You really think I'm spoilt? Yeah because you buy me shit without me saying a god damn thing, god damn it, Jax I didn't even remember you saying you were going to buy me an engagement ring, I would have married your dumbass regardless".

"The first date we ever went on where did you take me?" I ask him, "Arcade" He answers straight away, "How much did we spend there?", He laughs "$45 on food and games". "You really think I'm a child? A brat yeah fucking probably I'll give you that but I am nowhere near a fucking child, I haven't been a child since I was 8, I had to grow the fuck up and grow the fuck up pretty quick don't you think?".