A month before my wedding with
Grant, we got into endless arguments.
Why? He wanted to have a baby with his
mentor’s daughter.
“It’s just IVF,” he said, “I won’t have.
sex with her. My mentor’s days are
numbered and his biggest wish is that
Wanda has a child of her own. I’m the
only one she could turn to.”
My initial shock and rage had long
since given way to a crippling
helplessness.
“We’re getting married in a month, and you’re going to have a baby with
someone else? Don’t you think that’s
insane?”
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Tears welled in my eyes, blurring my
vision. I’d held them back for so long, but
finally, they ran down my cheeks.
Grant was startled. It was the first
time he’d seen me cry. He tried to say
something, but the ringtone interrupted
him. He glanced at his phone, and when
he looked back at me, the complex
emotions in his eyes were gone.
“I have to go,” he said, his voice.
flat.“Just… calm down.”
As I watched him go, it hit me: For all
these years, I’d always been watching his
back.
In college, Grant was the ultimate
heartthrob, the number one guy on
everyone’s crush list. But he said not to all
the girls who liked him. He said that he wasn’t interested in college romance.
His indifference made most girls
flinch, but not me. Eventually he was persuaded by the cumulative weight of my relentlessness and became my boyfriend.
Years into the relationship, he
remained distant, but that didn’t frustrate
- me. I had always been a warm sun to him, that was why I was really surprised when he made such a request out without
concerning for my feelings.
My phone buzzed. It was a
screenshot of conversation from Wanda.
Wanda: Grant, Dad may not make it.
Let’s just forget about everything and do
the IVF! Please!
Grant: Okay, I’m on my way.
It was like a lightning bolt to me.
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I finally understood why he left so abruptly. I couldn’t tell how I felt. All the emotions seemed like they were gonna overwhelm me. I had a desperate need to scream and cry, but I already lost the strength to do it.
I stared at my face in the mirror. It was like a stranger. Everyone said I was bright and spirited, but at this moment, a few dark clouds appeared on my horizon.
For Grant, I changed myself and did
everything I could to stay by his side. But
all I got was his planning a baby with
another woman right before our wedding.
A reckless thought took hold. Fine.
Since he cared so little for me and our
marriage, I’d just end it!
I took a deep breath, unlocked my
phone, and then post something Grant
couldn’t see.
“I’m getting married in a month, and
I want a new groom. Anyone interested?”
Most people assumed I was joking,
leaving humorous comments. Just as
started to feel discouraged, a call came in.
froze.
It was Jake!
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