Unconditionally novel Chapter 5

The swirling of her tongue on my nipple made me throw my head back on the pillow while my breathing picked up, I was surrendering my whole to her, I was wet, confused and desperate.

Finger me, finger me, please finger me, I begged in my mind when she moved one of her hands to my other breast pinching my nipple while sucking the other.

"Leo," I whispered in a pant.

"So you know my name." she whispered.

Yes I did, it was the only name that made me cum when I murstabated, no matter what, she was all that I wanted.

She kissed her way down to my stomach licking there then down to my wet pussy.

"Can I suck you?" She asked softly shocking me.

"No I'm dirty," I whispered.

She grabbed the vibrator and turned it on.

"So am I." she answered then brushed her tongue on my folds.

No, I was dirty.

"Please," I whispered to refuse.

"Please what?" She asked while sucking my clit gently in my mouth.

"Please fuck me, use me, finger me!" I screamed in my head.

"Please, please, ah, please" I moaned out loudly while I slightly moved and went on my elbow watching her movement, she looked fucking hot naked in front of me, was it crazy that I wanted to have her baby even though it was impossible, she faced me then smirked.

I wanted her everything, her body wasn't enough, tears were pricking at the conner of my eyes.

She pushed her tongue in my pussy while watching me in a heated gaze as I moaned loudly then tilted my head backwards.

"Leo" I whispered wanting more, she pushed me flat on my back.

"Just feel" she whispered then positioned the vibrator at my hole and slowly pushed it in as I screamed, I wanted more, it wasn't enough.

She hovered on top of me and kissed my neck gently.

"Kiss me, please." I whispered dying for her lips to be on mine.

Leo's p.o.v

Do people know how hard it is when one finally realizes how much of a fuck up they are?

Juliana was the dog that trailed behind my tracks and tried to do all she could for me, but I took her for granted as Jena did to me. After spending our time together, I fell asleep without even caring enough to send her off, the next day I woke up with an empty bed, I took a bath as usual and went to school feeling refreshed and for the first time looking forward to seeing Juliana.

I avoided Jena because I wasn't ready to hurt again, I wanted to pay attention to Juliana or at least try for us, we weren't a thing yet but I looked forward to being something more than friends.

My mood was turning a little grumpy as I waited for Juliana who sadly wouldn't show up, a minute turned into an hour, an hour into a day, a day into a week, I asked around but no one seemed to know where she was until our homeroom teacher announced to us how Juliana had transferred to a school abroad, that's when I felt the pain and heartbreak, she left me behind, she ran away from me.

Everything came crushing down, the day I had used her for my own sexual needs and satisfaction. I made her feel horrible, I treated her like trash, but despite that she took it all in because she truly loved me. I broke her heart while holding her in my arms, my lips claimed another's name but never hers, I refused to even kiss her when she pleaded with me, deep down I wanted to do it but somehow I was afraid because I knew my heart would beat for her and it did.

Losing her was a hard slap across my face, at school I acted strong in front of everyone, but when I was alone be it in class or in my room, I cried for her, she was the only one that felt like heaven in the hell I was in, I wanted to take back my words so I could taste the joy in life, but I couldn't undo the deed that made me regret and cry every night.

As months went on, I worked hard and focused on reading, she was still on my mind and in my heart even when we wrote our exams, surprisingly I did well while Jena did horrible and failed.

Jena lost her mind and made a fool of herself by screaming to everyone how the president promised to make her pass the exam and score at the top of the list if she gave him her body, I was in shock and in anger if she had truly wanted to pass I could have willingly given her my own results and forged them for her, but she couldn't even rely on me in any way.

She tried coming back to me in tears hoping I would embrace her as I did back then but I stepped back and went home without a word.