Forbidden novel Chapter 10

It has been a busy week with Andy’s surprise wedding preparation for mom till she gets back and me, I’m still thinking on what I should about the phone call from her.

I guess… I’ll have to leave again…

To be honest dad’s death were also a reason you could say why we left but actually it was only a cover up… of something bigger and darker secret that I hold and unfortunately brought my mom along.

Although we have been living here for nearly 3 years I was glad that mom was finally able to move

on and I couldn’t be more thankful for Andy for helping her.

However I guess… I have to leave her but luckily she has someone other than me and I am grateful

for that.

I have been planning for this for quite a while now, actually I’ve planned this the moment I left our

old town… that is to move away… somewhere far away from here and from my painful past.

Because this way mom won’t get hurt again…

Just a few more weeks then I’ll graduate and leave everything behind…

I stare at the plane ticket once more when suddenly I heard giggles and shuffling on the stairs so I quickly hid my ticket on my drawer as I made my way downstairs only to meet him and his groupies.

My scrunched into discuss as I watch them saunters to his room with the same two Blondies before touching him, oh how I wish I could rip their filthy STD filled hands off of him—wait! I shouldn’t be thinking like this…

I shouldn’t be… jealous…?

No I couldn’t be… Travis and I are so over!

He’s going to be my future step brother for god sake! I shouldn’t fall for him again! I can’t take the

risk of getting hurt again!

Good thing I’ll be leaving soon… but suddenly the thought of leaving him breaks my heart—no—I

shouldn’t think of him… ever!

I let out a frustrated sigh as I have a mental battle with myself but as always my brain always win so I just gave up and shut my brain up if that is even possible.

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I made my way downstairs since the constant noises next door because of someone *cough* Travis

*cough*

Jesus Christ!

That boy has some serious sex problems!

I mean come one!

Really?!

It’s midday for god sake!

Why am I acting like this?!

Ugh! Whatever I’m going!

As I reach downstairs I made sure to slam the door really loud before I head off to somewhere.

You know what… I think I need my me time back, and that means pigging myself out with ice cream

and marshmallows!

Yay! To the ice cream parlour!

I am so childish!

As I reached the town’s ice cream parlour, I noticed there weren’t many people inside but just the average so the queue wasn’t really that long.

I order cookie dough ice cream with chocolate sauce covering it and tiny cute little pink and white marshmallows, my favourite!

I quickly sat down and gulped it all down only to get a brain freeze.

I shivered at the cold but I continued to eat all of it until I was left with nothing.

I lie back down on my chair and let out a contended sigh as I headed off to the library to waste some time.

I never really liked romance novels, it brainwashes people with empty hopes… I skim past through the romance section and onto poetry; although I never got any of them or even understand any of it I just like trying to play mind games as I try to figure out what they mean.

I’ve read most of the middle and low section so I was now left with the top, the day I dreaded has finally come.