JUST GOT LUCKY novel Chapter 31

CHAPTER 31

PERFECT

HARRY'S POV

As the song faded, we pulled ourselves away from each other and I was literally overwhelmed with this feeling. I stared at her gray eyes and she always looked incredibly beautiful and I think I can never get tired saying it whenever it’s her. I would never ever get tired watching that smile in her face, staring back at those eyes, listening to her soft voice and her laugh is the best thing I've ever heard. I run my fingers on her cheeks and I loved how she reacts to my touches. She’s so delicate and I love how delicate she is.

I pulled her to the table and poured a glass of wine. "Do you want one babe?"

"Will that make me drunk?" She asked back.

I gave a soft laugh. "No. This is a very delicious wine."

"Okay. Then pour me a glass but not much." She says innocently and I loved how she answers with her inncent eyes.

I poured her a glass, “Oh, it’s too much.” She tells me.

I handed it to her before I poured myself a glass. We clinked our glasses and drank it together while I kept my eyes on her as I can’t seem to get enough of how I adore her so much and it’s jsut crazy how a woman like her can make me go insane. She slowly pulls me to the bed and sat down and I have been trying so hard to stop myself from being tempted and doing something that would entice me more of wanting her as much as I want her right now.

But it was such a turn on when she pulled me to the bed and man how I want to bend her over the most subtle way and take her from behind.

But instead, I sat beside her as she calls out to me, "Harry?"

"Yeah?" Facing her with full attention.

"I wonder when will I see you again."

All I Want by Kodaline started playing on the background and it’s perfectly describing the situation I am in with Lindy. Her question makes me sad because I don’t when will be the next time and as much as I want to stay here with her or fly her to where I am, I can’t because she has school and people would know her. As much as I want to show her to the world instead of hiding her, I couldn’t put her at risk and her privacy.

"Soon. I promise you." I reassured her as I gently squeeze her hand.

If I could see your face once more

I could die a happy man I’m sure

She smiles at me and rested her head on my shoulder, making me wonder why she makes me feel this way and why I feel like I have known her for a long time and I wish I could take her anywhere with me and show her the places where I can take her and show her what it feels like to watch us perform live on a bigger stage with pyroworks and big lights and big crowd.

What will the management say if they find out about her? What will they do to her? What will the fans say about her? Once the media will know Lindy, her life will change completely and they will invade her privacy as much as they want to.

I wonder if Lindy likes me back as much as I love her. I wonder if she feels the same because this feeling I have for her is overflowing and I don’t think I can hold it in anymore. I don't want her to get hurt because of me and I don’t want the people to hurt her with words.. I don't want people saying she's after me because I'm famous. I want to protect her... but then how? How am I gonna do it when at the same time I wanna tell the world I love her?

I sigh inwardly lost with my own thoughts.

Lindy suddenly kissed me on my cheek which surprises me as she was just smiling at me looking so innocent. I smiled back at her staring at the woman I am currently obessesed with.

"Well aren't you the cheeky one." I say as I pinch the tip of her nose.

She laughs softly and I want to kiss her so much and just taste every bit of her. It sounded wrong but I want to feel her and be with her and share this night with her here but I know it can wait.

I can wait.

"Sleepy babe?" I asked.

"No. Are you?"

"Nope."

"Wanna lie down?" She asked.

I kissed her hair and answered, "Anything you want."

We laid down together on the foot of the bed while our knees were folded as our feet were on the floor. We stare at the ceiling and just laid here side by side, I moved my head to her and she was staring straight on the ceiling. She was moving her fingers onto the light of the chandelier above us and looked as if it was something fun to do.

I stared at her long eyelashes, her perfect straight nose, those high cheekbones and those lips I've been wanting to taste so bad. I have so many things I have in my mind that I want to do to her on top of this bed and her innocence make me crave her even more. I have been in a room with other women and it was not as innocent as this but I loved being here with her doing stuff which aren’t only always fucking around. I don’t want to complain because I don’t have much time to do stuff like this. I squeezed her hand tighter that made her head move towards me.

"You know, whenever I see the stars in the sky at night, I always remember you." She tells me..

"Really? Why?"

She slightly smiled and looked away from me while continuing on playing with her fingers on air against the light on the ceiling, "Always and forever gonna be so far away."

The two of us got quiet for a while because it was sad to hear it coming from her. I don't know what to say her and I don't want her to feel this way but it’s true because I am and will always be faraway from her. But then when I think about it, if we get into a relationship, it will be hard for me especially for her.

"Wanna hear a knock knock joke?" I asked, wanting to make her laugh.

She giggles.

"What? I didn't start my knock knock joke yet and you're laughing." I tell her playfully with a smile on my face.

She turned her head to me. "Let's hear it then."

"I promise you it's better than the last time." I assured her.

She smiled, "Alright. Let's hear it."

I cleared my throat. "Knock knock."

She kept smiling at me, looking reluctant.

"Knock knock!" I insisted while laughing.

She laughs with me. "Okay. Okay. Who's there?" She answers while I run my thumb against her chin.

"Yah!" I answer with a wide smile.

Her face grimaced, "Yah who?" She asked.

"Nah, I prefer Google."

She bursted into laughter while covering her face as she glanced at me still giggling like it’s the cutest thing I have ever seen in my entire life.

"T'was good wasn't it?" I asked proudly as I smile.

"Oh god…” She giggles again. “It was hilarious.” I laugh with her buti no longer minded how awful my jokes wer

"I love your laugh." I blurted.

She stopped laughing and stared at me. "Why?"

"I don't know. I just love hearing you laugh. Seeing you smile. Knowing that I'm the reason why you’re laughing and why you’re happy.

“You do make me happy."

I pulled her hand up as I hold it and kiss her hand, “Keep smiling for me even if I am away, okay?” I ask her dearly.

She smiles at me and I could see her cheeks blush. “Why does it feel like I am already missing you even if you haven’t left yet?” She pulled herself up and sat down on the bed as I watch her stand and walked to the table while she bravely pour herself another glass of wine.