Boyfriend Let His Side Chick Ruin My Painting, Now He Regrets. novel Chapter 50

Fear was the only thing he was feeling now as he was alone. He was scared of showing himself to her. The way she was panicking when he was not even there, was so painful for him to watch. She was scared out of her whits just by hallucinating him, what will she do when she'll see him in real. He doesn't even want to think about the scenarios.

He never wanted to have her like this. If this was his motives from the beginning he would've had her the night he kidnapped her.

He was attracted to her from the beginning but his desires to have her grew more with each passing day, to the point he became sexually frustrated. To get rid of her thoughts he visited nightclubs to get a good fuck but every time he would try to fuck someone ,Chloe's innocent face would flash in front of his eyes, and he would stop. He knew at that point, that he was hers only, he can't cheat on her.

The day he ruthlessly branded her and claimed her to be his property was the same day he branded her name on himself. As much as she was his, he was hers.

He never knew how to behave with a woman and what are the tactics of a true gentle man.

The only things he knows throughout his life is how to use power and force. He knows how to develop fear in his victims. He spent more than half of his life in Mafia. It is obvious that this underground world is not for innocent people. It turns the most righteous of a person to a sadist, it changes you in ways that you never thought to be.

He was also the righteous boy once upon a time but it all changed when he was snatched off everything he held dear to. He tried to live his life in the righteous way as much as he could but this world is so cruel, it won't let you live in peace. And to survive in this world of demons, you have to become one, the strongest one.

All these years he struggled hard to become what he is today. But in the process of becoming the man which he is right now he lost the boy he was once upon a time. But he doesn't regret it he was fine with his life until she. She came as a storm which turned his life upside down.

The first time he saw her was when she clumsily bumped into him, and she fell on the floor at that time she looks so cute and beautiful that he couldn't take his eyes off her. After that he remembered how he stalks her every day. It was quite odd for him, for a Mafia boss to do such thing, but he couldn't help it.

He remembered how frightened she was when she realized she was being kidnapped. How her eyes widened when he'll get too close to her. Or how her form started trembling when he'll touch her.

Each and every memory he shared with her either sweet or bitter crossed his mind and a tear fell down from his eye when he remembered his words which he said to her while assaulting her.