Forbidden novel Chapter 4

Mare!” Ethan’s mom squealed as she excitedly run to me and engulfed me into a bone crushing

hug.

We both pulled away and I saw my hellos to everyone.

This was nothing new since they’re like my second family now since Ethan’s mom and my mom are like best friends since we moved here.

I watch as Ethan tries to act normal as he greeted Kate, who was always so beautiful with her long blonde hair and never ending legs and figure that any model would die for.

I went towards Ethan’s hand and we all headed into the kitchen.

Apparently we were just in time for dinner.

The whole dinner time was normal except from Ethan’s silence.

I held his hand from under the table and gave it a reassuring squeeze.

After dinner we bid our farewells, as I drag Ethan out of the house because it looked like he was going to cry any time soon.

“Hey,” I looked at him as he forces out a smile and I smiled back as we walked back to his car.

After the long silent drive we finally parked in front of my house.

We stayed there for a few minutes until I felt Ethan’s hand on my thighs.

I know this might sound weird but whenever Ethan’s either sad or something was up he needs to you know… release whatever men do.

Even though it felt weird at first but I got used to it and every time he touches me I felt this weird tingles where he touched.

I am so weird.

“Let’s go inside,” I said and he nodded and we both headed inside.

Looks like no one was home, I went to get a drink when I saw a note left by mom:

Out with Andy, Travis went somewhere but his staying overnight x mom

Mom sure is getting it on with Andy.

After getting my drink I headed to my room only to be grabbed by Ethan.

I felt him bury his face on my neck as he started trailing kisses down my neck.

“Hmm” I moaned as he carried me to my room and locked the door as he gently laid me on my bed.

I looked at his eyes and saw pain and something else but before I can do anything I felt him attack my neck and started sucking on it.

I felt him cup my breasts and gently massage it and I let out shaky breath, knowing about the things that could go wrong.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and actually kissed him back and with that I felt my heart skip a beat!

This shouldn’t be happening and with that I pushed him away.

We both realised the situation and Ethan immediately apologised.

“Uh… sorry…” Ethan said as he got off the bed as he left the room and I swear I saw his cheeks

tainted a little with a colour of light red… did Ethan just blushed?

I giggle at the thought—wait this is wrong!

We made a rule, no kissing since that’s only for the person we love, because we both know that a kiss could lead into something… something complicated… like Travis.

Why am I constantly thinking about him?!

What is wrong with me?

Why is my life so… fucked up?

I press my fore finger on my lips where our lips touched and I can still somehow felt his lips on mine.