His Ruthless Desire novel Chapter 92

Taimur

He had come to New York, he couldn't have stayed in Azmaayir after that nightmare, the thought of Eva dying was killing him. He won't be able to survive if something happened to her or Emma, he couldn't even think about leaving them alone.

He was distressed because of the conversation he had with Alia, she was right, he will have to choose, he will have to stop being selfish. Alia deserved to be happy, he cannot and should not force her to be with him.

He knew he loves Eva and he knew he wanted her like he had not wanted anyone. She possessed his mind, his thoughts and she ran in his veins with his blood.

He loved Alia, there was no doubt in it but not in the way he loved Eva, he loved her because she was his wife and the mother of his children. He loved her because he trusted her, but he was guilty of breaking her trust, he was guilty of deceiving her, he was guilty of lying to her.

All those things which he had hated in his life and had received from everyone he had passed them to Alia, to the woman who had always loved him, who had been his strength through the most difficult time of his life. And what did she got in return? His half-hearted love?

Alia deserves better, someone who would love her and cherish her with whole his heart, not a fucked up mess like him. She was right, that their relationship had turned toxic, and he didn't have realized it.

He had been so selfish and full of himself in the last months, that he was feeling ashamed now, he can't go on like this anymore.

He knew he has to choose, but how can he do this, Eva was making everything so difficult for him. She was not ready to listen, to even consider coming back to him. What was it that was in Mateo and not him?

He has to talk to her, it was high time she and Eva had a heart to heart conversation. She needs to admit her feelings for him, she has to stop denying them.

He was standing outside her apartment, it was evening time and he hoped Mateo was not home, Eva opened the door after a few bells.

" Can I come in?" He asked her, who was looking at him with wide eyes.

"Yes"

She moved aside and let him pass, Taimur entered the living room, Emma was sitting on the couch, coloring some pictures of fruits.

"Abi", She exclaimed, as she saw him and came running to him.

Taimur picked her up in his arms and placed a kiss on his cheeks, he gave her the chocolate box he was holding in his other hand.

" I missed you", Emma said as she wrapped her tiny arms around his neck.

"I missed you too, love", He said to Emma, but his eyes were fixed on Eva.

He saw her cheeks turn pink due to his double meaning remark, and she still denies that she has feelings for him.

" Princess, why don't you go to your room and share your chocolate, with your dolls by the time I speak to mommy, then I will come for a tea party to your home", He bent and placed Emma on the floor.

"You will come to a tea party with my friends", She asked him with wide eyes.

" I will Princess, just give me some time with your mommy", He said parking her cheek.

Emma ran away inside to her room, and he leaned back up and looked at Eva, who was looking at him with a scowl on her face.

He covered the distance between them and took her hand in his gently. She didn't protest, just kept looking at him surprised.

"I want to talk to you", He spoke.

" Taimur, I don't think there is anything left to say between us", She replied.

Taimur took a deep breath, she was too stubborn and he knew it, but he had to do this, he owed it to Alia, he can't keep her hurting like this, he needed to decide and for that, he needed to know what Eva wanted. But she was not opening up to him, she kept denying the fact that she loved him. Her eyes told him one thing and her words the other.

"It's enough Eva, you need to stop denying it, you have to admit your feelings for me, we need to choose, we can't keep hurting our spouses like this", He said, cupping her face with his one hand and holding her hands with the other.

" Taimur, I know what I want, and I am not the one who is hurting their spouse and you need to stop. You need to realize, nothing is ever gonna happen between us", She said firmly looking in his eyes.

"Why Eva, just why do you keep denying it?" He was losing his patience.

" Yes baby, just like that, I know only I can make you feel like this.

I know you want me, baby, as much as I want you.

Just admit it my Señorita, that you love me, there is no use denying it.

Just look at how your body still reacts to my touch, it's fucking unbelievable", He said, as he unbuttoned her dress and kissed her breast.

Suddenly, Eva pushed him with full force, he was not expecting it, he stumbled back a step, and was looking at her puzzled.

And then she did something he was not expecting that she could ever do in his life, she slapped him on his face. It was a very strong slap, his face turned to the other side with the force of it and his vision was blurred with the impact.

A few seconds later, when the impact died and his vision was cleared, he turned and looked at Eva with shock.

She was looking at him with rage-filled in her blue eyes, and there was hate, along with it. Taimur just couldn't believe that she had hit him, she really had hit him.

"Don't you dare touch me ever again, Taimur Al Jahaan, who do you think you are? Some God?

You think you can just play with other people's lives and they will stand aside and let you do it.

You are in for a surprise then Taimur, you can't dictate me now, I am not a helpless girl in a foreign country, I am someone's wife, someone's mother and I want to tell you, go fuck yourself, because you can never have me" She lashed out at him.

Taimur just kept looking at her, he didn't have anything to say to her, she didn't look in a condition to listen and understand anything.

She was still shouting at him, but he couldn't differentiate what she was saying, then he saw her stumble to the floor. He went near her to support her but she pushed his hand away.

He stood there looking at her with helplessness and then left the apartment.