JUST GOT LUCKY novel Chapter 35

CHAPTER 35 - edited

INTERVIEW P2

LINDY'S POV

"Of course we are also here to talk about that Louis.” Sharon laughs fakely as she smiles to Louis and the other lads. “But we jsust can’t help but be curious about your personal lives.”

Louis pulled his head up and stared at the ceiling as he mutters a few words to himself which made Niall laugh as he sits next to him. He stared back at Niall as Liam stares at Harry worriedly.

“The whole world wants to know and all women are curious, is Harry Styles still single or are you secretly taken?" Sharon smiles at Harry.

There was tension in the room and I can feel how Harry is looking so anxious as he sits on his chair. Avery and her friends were also on the edge of wanting to know about the truth as I stand here much ore nervous than I should be.

"Don't tell." I thought to myself.

Harry just smiled at himself and I can tell he's getting annoyed by the repeated and intrusive question that Sharon has been asking her. It shows how hard he's trying to hide his feelings by faking a smile and I can tell how much he wants to tell the world but he cannot possibly risk it.

“I think --”

"You're really gonna keep on asking that?" Louis interrupted Harry.

"Good save Louis." I thought as I exhaled deeply.

"I mean there four of us here.” Louis gestures his hands to hima nd the others. “Aren't you gonna ask us about ours?"

Sharon looked like she was also getting anoyed at Louis for always interrupting but she managed to fake it by smiling professionally. Louis against Sharon and he is definitely not backing down.

"Okay then.” Sharon turns her attention to Luis and the other guys. “How are the other One Direction lads’ relationships coming along? Let's start with you Louis."

As I kept my eyes on Harry, he just stared at his hands all the time and would pull his head up a little with a serious face on. Eyebrows furrowed and lips pursed. He looked mad and disappointed at the same time and I know he must be feeling mixed emotions right now. He’s torn between wanting to do something but he cannot shout it out to the world just to protect me from the prying media and intrusive fans.

Oh baby, please smile. Don't show your fans that you're mad.

"Well finally you’re curious about my life Sharon.” Louis sarcastically and comically commented making the other guys laugh and smile as sarcastic as he sounds. “My relationship with Eleanor is going pretty well. She's with us and it's nice to get some time spent with her, unlike Zayn here who gets to be away from Perrie most times." Louis turned his head to Zayn.

Zayn hurriedly pulled his mic up on his mouth and started answering,"Yeah. It's hard for me and Perrie but we always make time for each other. And she's just very supportive and she trusts me as much as I trust her a lot."

"That is very thoughtful of you guys.” Sharon commented. “How about you Liam?"

"Uh, same with Louis. Sophia was with us during some of the tours. I just feel happier when she's around. I get to spend my time with her." Liam answered.

"I’m happy I spend time most with the lads." Niall blurted.

"Wow that is very sweet of you Niall." Louis cooed with a smile.

The people on set was laughing as Louis playfully laced his arm around Niall. Harry just smiled tightlipped and he just sat there, distancing himself from the lads and the interviewer. I can see Liam glancing at Harry but he didn't look back to Liam because he was lost in his own world.

"You don't get tired spending time with them everyday Niall?" Sharon asked recovering from her laughter.

Niall snorted and answers, "All the girls would love to be in my place when I'm with them for sure. I mean I love the lads, they're like my family. It's always nice to spend time with them. I know they'll miss me when we go back to our hometowns after every world tour."

The boys chuckled but Harry just sat there quiet staring at the floor while playing with his hands then stared back at the interviewer while his eyebrows were still furrowed at the center. His hands were hanging from his thighs while he was holding his microphone tightly.

"Ohhhh, Harry looks sad." Avery pouts.

"I hope he's not mad at the interviewer." Sarah answered.

"Over twitter, your fans sent us questions and we picked quite a few for you guys to answer. Would that be alright?” Sharon asks permission.

The lads nod and answers a genuine yes.

“Let’s start with this one, from @diannamaine she said, If you could be an animal for one day, what would be?” Sharon asks.

“Lion.” Niall was quick to answer. “Definitely a lion.”

Louis chuckles while complimenting Niall.

“I’d go giraffe so I can reach high places.” Liam being wise.

Louis extending his neck which makes Liam and Niall laugh.

“How about the other lads?” Sharon gestures her hand.

“I think I’d want to be a jaguar.” Zayn answers. “Because they run fast and I am not much of a runner so I’d want to know how it feels like to run.”

“Nice!” Louis complimented. “I’d go for….”

“Monkey.” Niall continued which made the boys laugh.

“No, Niall. You are not Louis so shush.” Louis sassed which makes me laugh as he chuckles. “I’d go for a koala. I’d love to sleep for 20 hours a day.”

Niall laughs loudly off the microphone.

Sharon laughs too, “How about Harry?”

“A worm.” Harry answers unusually.

“A worm? Like what are you talking lad?” Liam winces before laughing.

Harry moves his body like a worm and it makes everyone in the set laugh including Sharon. “I think it’d be nice to just move around without being seen.” Harry answers with a weak smile.

Sharon smiles too, “Thanks so much boys. Let’s have another one from @tiffanygomez. She said, What are your go-to foods or drinks every time before a concert?”

The lads stared at each other and started getting a little louder off the microphone.

“Red Bull.” Liam answers. “It keeps me pumped for the entire show.”

Niall nods, “Liam has a fridge of red bull that he brings with us on tour.”

“Really?” Sharon asks shockingly.

Liam nods, “I do buy a lot of that stuff. Louis here eats chocolate before a concert.”

Louis nods looking guilty. “I do. It gives me the adrenaline rush. You know what sweets can do.”

I watch as Harry pull his mic close to his mouth, “I usually have water.”

“Alright keeping it simple.” Sharon complimented.

“I don’t usually have any ritual drik or food to take before a concert.” Zayn answers.

Liam cocks his head, “I think you do Zayn, remember when you always have ginger tea.”

Zayn nods, “Oh yeah. Ginger tea with honey. It’s soothing for the throat.”

Sharon smiles, “That’s really wonderful. Alright let’s have the last one, from @niallhoransbaby.”

Niall laughs on his seat, “Hi baby!” He said to the camera clicking his tongue which amde the other guys laugh too.

“If you were to dedicate someone with one of your songs, what would it be and to whom? Lets start with you Niall?" Sharon gestures.

Niall took a moment. “Oh Geez… Uh..” He thinks thorougly as he takes a while to answer.

“Hurry up Niall we don’t have all day.” Louis jokes.

Niall laughs, "I think... Dont Forget Where You Belong because I wrote it with McFly. It's very memorable for me."

"Lovely. To whom do you render it to?" Sharon asks.

"I think to the lads.” Niall answers right away. “They've been the ones I spent more time with the last four years and we've travelled from place to place. We live in our cases, we pack up, take off and we've never been in a constant place for long."

Avery and her friends awed in unison like a church choir.

“To our special friend and to my beautiful woman, Sophia."

I smiled at how sweet Liam is.

"How about you Harry?" Sharon finally called him out.

Harry moved his head up and pulled his mic close to his mouth.

"What song that you guys sang would you dedicate to someone?" She adds.

"Um, that would be..." Harry trailed.

The entire crowd were really really quiet and it looked like a do or die question. My heart was accelerating in my ribcage but I tried to stay calm. Harry was quiet for a couple of seconds and started parting his lips slightly.

"They Dont Know About Us." Harry finally answered.

"What's that song? I havent heard of that." I hurriedly thought, like a mantra running all over my head.

"Oh my god!!! He chose that song!!! Oh God!!! Why did he choose that song?!!!" Avery yelled sounding so pissed with Harry's answer.

"Is it for that girl?" Hannah asked loud.

"To whom do you wanna render it to?"Sharon asked inquisitively.

"You know who you are." Harry answered, wisely. As he stares eagerly at the camera while his lips were forming into his handsome smile.

I smiled too, as if he was looking at me through the TV as I bent my head down and kept smiling at myself feeling all flustered. I need to hear that song and listen to is as soon as I finish watching their live interview.

"Don't you at least wanna give us a hint who this special friend is, Harry?" The annoying interviewer asked again.

Harry breathes heavily out his mouth, "I want her privacy to keep it as is. I mean I don’t want to be the reason why she gets hated just because she knows me."

"Would you wanna sing a part from that song? I'm sure she's watching us." The interviewer asked with his beautiful British accent.

The girls in the audience screamed again and the voices faded when he started putting his mic again close to his mouth.

"’Cause this love is only getting stronger so I dont wanna wait any longer. I just wanna tell the world that you're mine girl. They dont know about the things we do. They dont know about the I love yous. But I bet you if they only knew they will just be jealous of us." Harry sang out loud.

I didnt even notice that my tears were already falling down my cheeks as I listened to every word he sang. It was short but meaningful. His voice was sensual and very raspy like he was really singing it for me, like I was there and he was looking at me through the audience. Of course I know it was for me because of the message from the song. But it was so heartfelt and tremendously heartbreaking.

I quickly wiped my tears away secretly. I turned my back to the screen as I feel my tears were keep on coming down my face again. I pressed my lips together to calm myself down and stared at the ceiling so it will stop from falling.

"Why did you pick that song Harry?" I could hear the interviewer asking.

I glanced at the screen over my shoulder.

"For me, it's the most beautiful song we havent sang live yet." Harry answered.

"When you said the word us, you meant you and her?” Sharon asks.

“I mean, it can mean to anyone I want to render it too. It’s up to the people who they want to assume who it’s for.” Harry answers more vaguely.

“Did we get it right that you're hinting us by secretly saying you're already off the market?" The interviewer asked again with a smile as she glanced at the crowd.

"Say you're single. Say you're single." Avery repeated like it was a spell with her hands clasped together under her chin.

"I don’t really think it’s anyone’s business.” Harry answers sarcastically. “I mean it is what it is. If that’s what people see it then let them, if they don’t see it like that then I don’t mind too.”

Harry’s answers were more secured and vague now as he stares at Sharon intently. “Like I said, we all have people we want to protect and I think I have the right to keep that kind of privacy.”

Sharon smiles tightlipped at Harry. She looked disappointed that she was not able to get it out from Harry and how annoeyd I am because of her questions. "Alright guys! Stay tune for more of the One Direction boys when we come back."

I hurriedly ran to my room and locked the knob feeling heavyhearted after watching that heartbreaking part of the interview. I leaned my back on the door as I took deep breaths in. I know how much he wanted to tell them about us and it hurts seeing him like that on live TV. He was almost pissed about the constant question being asked and I just wish I can do something for him.

Im sorry, Harry.