Apprehended By My Mate novel Chapter 81

Get Conner's wolf.

I say weakly in my head. I feel my wolf disappear and when she returns I feel Conner's wolf as well. He is trying to comfort me and take away as much pain as he can. I smile to myself as some of my pain has been taken away for now, he tells me Conner is coming and I hope that he gets here soon. Conner's wolf stays with me until Derek comes back into the room.

"Your awake." He steps closer and I don't try and pull away. There is just no point. I feel his fist in my stomach causing me to start coughing until blood dribbles out of my mouth and down my face along with spit and bile.

"The boys tell me you found your true mate and you have a daughter named Grace." Fear consumes every cell in my body when he mentions Grace.

"You better start listening to me Clare. I have Paul watching over Grace at this very moment. Such a pretty girl." Derek runs a single nail down my throat opening up the milky skin to an ocean of red.

"Don't touch her, please I will do anything, but please leave her alone." I beg causing him to laugh. I will do anything as long as Grace is safe. It has always been about protecting Grace. I ran away to protect her and I will do anything as long as she never has to see Derek.

Derek starts to whisper in my ear and I flinch at his harsh, but true words. As his words brand themselves into my brain I feel myself giving up all hope.

"We are only just starting Clare." He kisses where his old mark used to be and takes me down. I collapse to the floor and I don't even struggle as Derek pick me up taking me into the bedroom. I know what is coming next as I become emotionless, shutting out any feelings I have. Derek throws me onto the bed strapping down my arms and legs. I can feel my wolf putting up a protection on my mind, but she is weak.

I close my eyes as Derek starts groping me taking off what little clothing I have on. I feel his hands running up and down my body as he becomes more excited by the minute.

I thought they were done using my body for their own pleasures, when they made me go down on them until they came over and over again in my mouth. They finally had enough and left me in the room. They left me untied and I just laid there. Tears started to fall down my face as my chest tightened as my whole body shook. Everything from my waist down aches and I can feel my insides bleeding. They were so rough that I am sure they tore something at both ends.

I felt used, ugly, and dirty. No matter how many times I will wash I know I would never feel clean ever again. Conner wouldn't want me anymore, but at least I know he and Grace will be safe.

Before Derek left the room he told me he wouldn't touch Grace or Conner as long as I did as he said. So I stay in bed crying to myself for everything I have ever lost to the monster. My chest is covered in claw and teeth marks from when they took me in wolf form. That is the most disgusting thing anyone can do. Yes are wolves mate, but never what those vile men just did to me.

My body is stinging in the most unbearable pain as I feel one of them come back into my room.